london you broke my heart
but i’m learning to live without you
filling the void as best I can
but nothing stops the grappling
got your hooks in deep
scarring my guts
the huh huh stifled breath 
i can’t believe you made me choose

it’s here or there
it’s us or them
there’ll be no winner in the end
no ticket tape parade
no screaming boy fans
waiting hotel room
to please please please me
you no me know me
no just this missing
this divided longing
one year on
i’m breaking it down

friends i broke my heart
and I’m learning to live without you
eating the void like cancer
trying to stop the grappling
fade into the memories
deflating my ego
the cr cr laughing 
i don’t regret a thing
it has to make me stronger